Finally, he has feelings too.

not a kiss.

damn

I miss the promise machida said to oyamada, what was that? Stay together forever?

Is this the end?

I read it (I don't write the name of doujin for respect of the situation). The descend into darkness of the protagonist feels way too fast and easy, like earth to hell in no time and she has never ever been able to think about what's happening to her. Unreal, absurd the mother's reaction to a "certain fact" towards her own daughter, it seems like she hated her from the moment she was born. The ending was the real pain. She get constantly raped, unable to think straight anymore , neverthless she manages to create her own little hope of salvation. Last chapter made me cry desperately, it was so cruel, pitiless, evil and completely denied a possible "good ending" (is there can be any in a story like this). I start shiver just thinking about it.

Anyway it's just a sad and depressing story, a bad one. Peers pressure, loneliness, fear of not being accepted, fear to not being understood by anyone, just not being able to share and sense true feelings are heavy burden and can lead to catastrophic endings from which is it difficult, or impossible, to recover, but they are not explored or examined in this story. I do think that the real pain here comes from the physical abuse, pain, rape that the protagonist is constantly going through, and the last chapter really amplificate this things to un unberable torment, torture, agony and suffering.

You can read this story with no problem, you'll end up feeling sick and probably broke in tears but nothing more... that ending though.

I Do really want to know and read that doujin.

i really can't stand hatsune miko clones, or hatsune miko, or silly sex jokes between kids and adult... but still seems "funny".

Beautiful, sweet, heartwarming.

Stay away or you will have nightmartes, like i did.

Agreed. That girl, Agawa, needs some serious help. It would have been good seeing Agawa and Gotou grew together, facing their problems, harmonize with each other to uncover a form of bonding between their souls, but i'm probably in the wrong manga.

Still, there was no need to that awful, horrific "final" before the redrawn threesome and akito arrival. I just want agawa to be safe, please save her from the hell she's falling.

I'm started feeling sick reading this, like my stomach hurts. I wonder, what kind of pleasure could someone enjoy by reading this? Because what i see it's just a girl with zero self respect, consciusness, self awarness, self esteem, self confidence to the point that she can't help herself anymore but being smashed by every male being, she doesn't care even if she's raped. That's horrible, disgusting, a NIGHTMARE, it make me feel really sick. I was into this because the guy was trying to help her getting away from this nightmare, even if i think that take on other people's problem, especially if this BIG, can probably only destroy you, but it has his meaning and it was kinda gentle to me. Problem is there was no good ending because the girl (Agawa) ends getting raped by the p.e. teacher in front of the poor dude who was trying to help her by getting in love with her, by shows her some real feelings and affections to her.

This story then was redrawn into some kind of teen drama and lost his focus to me. I can't find any meaning to this anymore and can't feel horny by reading this, I can't empathize with the characters.

My question is, how can someone create a character like Agawa and expect the readers to feel aroused by know her? It's a tragic story, that girl needs help like some serious help, with healing professionals involved and probably she needs to feel some true and warm feelings, family feelings.

What do you guys think? Am i just exaggerating? I wish i could never read this nightmare.

Please tell me there is a way to erase this from my mind, I'm having nightmares.

Is this... perfection?