It worked!

It's do or die might as well throw out a hail mary.

She was clutching for some sorta excuse

I'd probably do that as well in the verge of death

I throw my phone literally.. the author butchered her character soo much that i instantly flipped my phone...
She was introduced as the calm, smart, and full of calculation, and she sometimes willing to do some risky moves but still within her calculation.. i expected some smart excuse from her, instead we got a fuvking "i like you" excuse wich she doesnt even show the apropriate expression. I understand if its some normal gorl this kind of reaction is normal, but she wasnt introduced as a simple girl.. some says its good to finally see her breaking down because she must heve bottled up her feeling this entire time. well the funny thing is she got exactly what she wanted. With cool face she said, "lets go and die"... when she got into that very situation she comically forgot the the main factor of her situation.. the reset button..

Aaah.. i love her character. Thats why im so upset that she suddenly flipped like that

Maybe because theres a chance that she'll actually die?

Maybe because of stress?

She was calm because she was sure she'd be able to go back home. But not anymore. And she almost died.