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As Buzz light year used to say: To infinity and beyond
Han can't open the game, and since it is a mobile game; I am pretty sure his phone has ran out of battery.
My answer for the question:
Because I am cowered. I lost count after 230 attempts from when I was 11 years up to now (28 Years old). Plastic bags, knives, drowning, burning, jumping off somewhere high. My thoughts stopped me every time. Not because of people, but because I didn't want the last thing I feel is pain by my own hands. Also, because I might survive as cripple.
It's funny that I can punch myself, punch the walls, tare my skin of with barely any nails on my fingernails with constant rubbing for 20 min, and smash the small bar from the dumbbell against my forehead and cause bleed; but don't have the courage to end it once and for all.
Here I am living every day hoping to die in my sleep and force myself to wear a façade to maintain plausible appearance in public and work places.
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